Currently Remedy By David Crowder Band "surely we can change" see related

2009 is here.

a new year. a new start. the beginning of a future. i have such dreams in my heart of what this year and those to follow it can become.  what is in store for me?  will i renew old friendships or will they continue to fade? will i truly make an impact on even just one person this year?  will i grow taller?  i have potential inside me.

its just 99 days until i leave the country for three weeks diving into the country of Africa.  what will it be like?  what will i see?  i want to feel and experience so much.  how can i make the support i've been given worthy of being given at all?

there are times i grow so weary of working at the school and kid's club.  i frequently question what i'm doing and why i'm doing it and how long i'll be doing it.  its not that i feel discontented 24/7, but i just feel like i could be doing something different or maybe even bigger and better and with more purpose... is that crazy?  i dont know.  i've really enjoyed time off from both jobs for the holidays and its going to be tough to get back into the daily grind again.

i want to do so much. 
i want to read more. 
i want to be more passionate. 
i want to bless more.

::deep breath::

I remain,

*K*